They're sending me many wonderfully creative and awesomely left of field ideas, and leading me to information that validates those ideas with books and websites that are jam packed with undeniable guidance that is nudging me in the right direction.
But by far the most gentle and incredibly moving tap on the shoulder came to me in the form of a little girl who looks just like my daughter. Twice she has tried to "wake me up" and now with the help of others, she has succeeded.
Her name is Crystel and the first time she came to me, it was the middle of the night. Brendan, Tyra, Baden & I were sleeping over at my sisters house. Brendan & I were in the lounge room asleep on the floor when I felt one of the kids climb onto the foot of the blow up bed we were on, I woke and looked at her and said "Tyz are you OK", she looked at me with the most amazing smile and faded away. This of course jolted me bolt up right in my bed, I was confused, but had a hypersensitive awareness that something amazing had just happened. The next visit came many months later and not long before I started to do my guided meditations. Again it was in the middle of the night and one of the kids came to my side of the bed, shook my arm and said Mum...I woke and looked at her, again saying "Tyz are you OK", and again she smiled her beautiful smile and disappear before my eyes.
Now I knew I was seeing a little girl that was mine, who was not my daughter Tyra, I got up and went to Tyra's room, just to be sure ...lol, and she was sound asleep in her bed. In hind sight my beautiful little angelic visitor also looked just a little bit older than Tyra.
I eventually asked through meditation, if the hunch I had about our beautiful little angel being the baby I had lost before having Tyra & Baden was true, and this was what I received;